I was wondering, could things like fear, hate, rage, and fantasies of revenge literally burn out everything inside of you?

I feel like a corpse and I have for a really long time. I don't know how to get back to who I was before I let this happen. People I meet are extremely put off by me. It's like I have no soul and a couple people have even said that to my face. (not that I'm evil. that I have nothing inside of me)

I've been on a lot of medication and none of it brings me back. I'm just a shell. I'm not particularly depressed, I'm just nothing. It's like I'm already dead.