I'm 37 and still searching....I liked some guys along the way, but I've never been in love for a long time....Couple of months here and there....You can't even call it a relationship...ha?
Yes, I do feel so lonely, but I'm still hopeful....hope is the only thing I can have for now...
Just out of curiosity, where do you live? Los Angeles? because here is like everybody looks so beautiful....but I know lots of guys that hate all those plastic surgery and fake b..s....
I do online dating....no success yet....but handful of guys write in their profiles that the beautify comes in many ways and they are looking for a nice woman....
I'm sure one day you and I and everybody else here who are alone, will find that special person

Marjan