Thank you bigbear for your kindness. It's greatly appreciated. I'm sorry that you're also in one of those dark holes, and I'm glad to be a support to you, too. I can be a good listener. I also don't want to trigger others, who might be reading, but I have to trust that they can take care of themselves, as you said. Seems I hold it all in, go it alone, until some breaking point, and then it comes out like Vesuvius spewing lava. Thanks again to all of you wonderful PC folks.