Thanks you guys. Sometimes I feel like everything is wrong and that pinpointing one particular thing is impossible. You know? Yes I miss my family tremendously. What I wouldnt give to rap my arms around my mother. It been nearly 4 months since I have seen her and it feels like 10 years. My intrusive thoughts have been really working overtime, although, they have been a little better. I feel like I have failed my son. Our fight. I still am feeling guilty from that. I feel like I dont belong. Like I am seperated from everyone, distant. I feel tired, worn out. My mind feels very clouded. Overall, I just feel like poop. Thanks to all of you for your hugs and support.

(((((((((((((((All of you))))))))))))



Huggles,

jen