i find it strange to think of a fat old man in a red suit knows what i do and will break into my house to give me stuff once a year. other than that i guess xmas is ok. sorry to here of a lonely xmas for you dex. if it makes you feel better i could mail you some socks(joking).hope tomarrow isnt as bleak as you say.

when my ship ran out of fuel i burned the things that made it pretty when i ran out of that i burned the things i loved when i ran out of that i burned willpower to keep me moving. its not a pretty ship but it still moves.