Zoo, I'm so sorry this happened over the weekend and you were in such a dark place. I'm happy you are ok...well maybe you aren't ok yet, but you are here.

That is an incredible response from your T. I wish it was under better circumstances but maybe in a crazy way it was meant be...you were in such a dilemma with T at the time and that type of emotional reaction to show her commitment was just what you needed. I hope you can remember that feeling if something ever happens again to doubt your T's commitment. I hope things start to get better for you soon