hun, I know you don't want to go and I'm totally with you there, but sometimes, after not having gone for so long, it really does pay off to go for a check up... it's called preventative care, so you don't end up having to fix something big b/c you didn't go before... a lot of things CAN be prevented or treater early and if nothing's wrong then at least you know, instead of worrying about it.... I know this isn't the same, but I dragged out going to the dentist (for various reasons) and I SO wish I would have gone. as scarry as it was and STILL is, it's NOT worth it. It really isn't. pls go... at least to some drop in medical clinic if you don't like your doctor or are not comfortable w/ the whole thing..... or do you know of a friend's doctor who's good?