Awesome work, Granite. It will get easier. Myabe it won't ever be 'easy' for you, but it will get easier. The more you are able to share the more you will see that she doesn't freak out or run in horrow from the room or whatever particular scenario plays over in your head for you. And the more you share the more she will be able to respond in ways that are helpful to you, just because she will know you better.
I'm so glad you had a good session today.