i try breathign an i sitll yell and i get mad, the other day i hit my head over and over on the wall and i scared her.
i worry she'll sent me to the menatla asylum again, i dont want taht, i kee;p trying to calm down and i try and try.
hopefulloy i will beable to calm down enought.
thaknyou for belive in me.
it meants alot to me.