You guys are so awesome! Thank you so much. I am here...
I have been very.... hum..... well, not low, but shut-down. Emotional numbing.
I am supposed to see T tommorow and they are predicting even more snow!! I don't know if I will get to go or not now but I kinda think I need to go.

Work just gets more and more strange and I am not happy about any of that. I have had it and I think the emotional numbing is an effort to keep me from really going off in the anger direction. Just too much at the same time.

I have been reading as much as I can and trying to keep up with others here on PC. Just not sure what to reply and don't want to bring others down with my very bad attitude right now :-) Big hugs!!!