I say life is an one-person journey.

I really feel this way TODAY. I am, right now, staying with myself, thinking about how did I spend my last week. Work for one, busy as hell. Personal life seems a mess. Sometimes I feel I have many friends, but sometimes I don't. Sometimes people are around you make you feel so good, sometimes just the opposite. I want to hang on to something, but it's the hardest thing to do, because you just can't hang on to anyone.

Why don't I just take the road solo... so I don't get hurt. I am feeling so bad, because I kinda know there are people who still care about me, I don't know how much. what do I do? Trust again?

Just seems I am so not ready for anything. But life is slipping away...