Not sure what to make of my current state.
I cannot focus enough to actually be productive at work. Consequently I'm procrastinating and the walls will cave in on me.
But I just have no motivation to do anything; I wouldn't say I'm depressed - just dull.
Starting to sleep a lot more again too. And I want nothing more than to just stay curled up in bed. I don't want to socialise; I want my boyfriend there to hold me, and otherwise I want my space...
And I'm waking up with such anxiety in the mornings, which I cannot explain...gggggrrrrrrrrr!
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller"
Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified
Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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