I have a question. I sometimes fantasize about what it would be like for everyone at work to think I am mentally ill. Sometimes, I fantasize about what it would be like to be to commit myself to an institution. I am wondering if any of you ever have these strange fantasies. I mean I know that fantasizing about this kind of stuff makes me irritable and sad. Yet, I still do it for some odd ball reason. Do any of you do that? Should this be in the depression forum or anxiety forum? I tend to do some of both so I don't always know which forum does these thoughts most match. I mean why do I play with my own fears like this? Am I just trying to make myself crazy? When I get to talk to my T, I do it less often. But, I haven't got to talk to her in a few weeks and I can't talk to her for awhile because of the Christmas holidays.