I'm sorry (((lizardlady)))) that you have not found anything that works.

It's great that you don't want to be on meds, however I am on meds and it takes care of about 70% of the pain.

My nerve pain is the worst, the pain just got to be so bad that my neurologist put me on Lyrica and I know, I know it causes weight gain and it has with me but not as much as I have seen people go on and on about.

From my knowledge of my pain, if your stoned on meds then your not on the right ones imo, I say that because if one is truly in pain and chooses to take medications, unless you take more then prescribed you ought not be stoned and being stoned is a clear indication that you aren't on the right thing or that you have taken too much of the drug.

Lizardlady have you ever thought about taking a simple guided imagery and turn it into something much more helpful imo again.

I just wish that you had no Pain ((((LizardLady)))))))

Please know I'm thinking of you and sending healing thoughts your way.
Your friend,
Crew