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Originally Posted by Squiggle328
At times I think about how I am acting. I relive that moment in therapy, and then start laughing hysterically because I KNOW this is stupid! I think about the $$ I am paying and don't want to waste a session. I cannot afford to do that! That may be why I am so upset right now.
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You didn't waste a session. You got to the very issue that you actually need to work on. Right now, you are doing the work! Stick with it, and try to figure it out. To me, your current situation explains quite a lot of the rejection trigger: losing your home is a tremendous amount of stress and is a form of rejection or abandonment. But there might be other things there too in the past and present, which only you know.