comp,

I know exactly what you mean. I see my T twice a week and stuggle during the in between times. Then she told me she as away for 19 days. Well you could have knocked me down with a feather. 19 days i screamed inside. How the hell was I suposed to manage for 19 days.

Well......................................... here I am at day 14! How did i get here, ive cried all the time! But i managed it and yes its hard, im left angry and feeling abandoned all because she needed a holiday. Its selfish of me to feel like that but its how I feel.

What im saying is that you probably will manage, but it wll be hard and you will find it lonesome. But you will get through it. But i think if you have your Ts numbers then use them if it gets too hard. Why else would your T have given you them, but to use when you are desperate? I know the struggle you have ahead, but honestly you can get through it.

Anyway, if you need help Im around. Lots of people helped/are still helping me with this.

It wont be the same as your T but at least its a place to come and say that things are difficult and people will listen. I know I will

Audrey