This is the worst when you are depressed. When I am depressed the thing I dread the most is having to go someplace where I know I will have to engage in conversation. I'd rather just be in my room, alone where no one can bug me. Not only do I not enjoy talking with ppl, and find it annoying I also find when I am depressed it is hard for me to think of things to talk about with people. I feel like I stumble in conversations and just kind of feel out of it. I also feel like I have to fake emotions in these convos. My friends will be laughing and finding stuff so humorous and I just kinda fake smile and laugh and count down the minutes until I can go.