Thank you everyone! Means alot, Im in a emotional place right now, Kitty, it is the friend I have asked advice on before. I recently told him in a card i Loved him and Im not sure how he is going to feel about it?? I mean Its love for a friend definately but there is sorta a history with us, so Im nervous . Dont wanna push , he will prob know i mean a little more , the feeling is very genuiine, i think i loved him for a while, i dont expect anything in return, just hes going through a tough time now and i guess im nervous if he will feel funny or something?? I read up on Bipolar And bought a book and read a chapter a night, i dont really know whats going on with him, but i want to be prepared to help any way i can.