I realized today that it has been one month yesterday since I last cut! The last time was two little ones the day before I met my new pdoc. He gave me Adderall and I haven't cut since! I saw my T last night and when he learned that I still haven't cut, he said, "Stay on it!" Guess that's orders, LOL. There have been moods where I know I would have cut, but I don't have the urges to anymore. My scars are healing and don't itch too much anymore. The coloring is kind of like dark purple-pink bruises now. I want to think "former cutter" but I am cautiously optimistic. How do I know that I won't feel the urges again when I am stressed? I don't know.