When am I going to get some sleep? ugh! Thoughts of suicide and cutting are on my mind 24/7 and if I finally do get an hours sleep, I dream about cutting and suicide and I wake up in cold sweats. I don't know what to do. I can't seem to do anything to stop these thoughts. I feel like they are pushing me, trying to make me do it. I feel at war with my own self. These thoughts are pushing me in a direction I can't seem to stop. I am keeping busy trying to stop them, but they won't stop. I just want some sleep, and for these horrid thoughts to go away.
Ally