I definitely get more sensitive this time of year. For me, I think it's a combination of:
- weather/sunlight
- nostalgia over lost youth, triggered by holiday memories
- not exercising as much due to the weather (I bicycle a LOT in the spring and summer) and feeling worse about my body
I burst into uncontrollable tears last Friday at a restaurant, and had a little temper tantrum about my weight -- I refused to eat anything all day because I had decided that I had become enormous in the past few months (mind you, I'm still a size 8 -- hardly enormous).
Sigh.
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