I have been diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder and living with it close to 6 years now. I am also a born again Christian. I battle with taking so many anti-depressant drugs and my faith. I'm not sure if anyone out there can give me any advice. I keep going in circles; I feel like maybe I am not having enough faith in God; so I stop taking my medication. Then after a while,....it's back. The weight of the world on my shoulders. Questioning life, and why am I even here? What I'm trying to ask is..does anyone out there think taking anti-depressants a sin? It makes matters even worse when the scientology people say that psychology is bogus. I have very little friends, and I spend ALOT of time alone. This is really my last resort.