SJ said so well exactly what I was going to say. Depression is an illness.

Looking down on self or another for an illness, or the meds that help them, isn't what my faith teaches at all.

Spirit, I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. I've been there. It might be your depression, and the anxiety from it, giving you this thought?

I want to tell you "Hi and Welcome to PC" as well. Many of us understand depression.

Be safe,

KD