I thought of something else this morning when trying to calm myself/prepare myself for the session today.......that I'm thinking of her as my T and I'm nervous about 'sharing' her, as it were, my husband! I'm certainly not jealous of her other clients, no......but when she's with me, her whole attention is all mine for that time, but this time, it's a different dynamic......the attention will be shared. So, I sort of had to roll my eyes at myself a little when I realized this, as the way I'm feeling is sort of like when one of my kids wants my attention all to him/herself....
It'll be ok, I'm sure it will......!