Sometimes i wonder if i act this way "on purpose"...i am starting to feel like every ounce of my body and sole are protesting continued work there...it's why they defy me. The stress from this is affecting all aspects of my life...including my job. I blow up at the smallest things...and i feel really guilty...i have little patience with my cliets lately and get increasingly frustrated with them. I clench my teeth so hard i taste blood, i get tentsion headaches from clenching my jaw constantly, i yell and scream at my "support networks", my husband...my best friend...my mother...i even give dirty looks to my teachers at school.I feel as though this job is actually killing me and maybe aknowleging my real feeling will make this bearable...i sure hope so...