Hey EM, in England I believe you go to your doctor and he sets up the referral for therapy. I also believe that there in England it is more confidential for minors then it is here in the USA.

I said to keep posting because talking about what is bothering you is helpful.

I don't think that you are attention seeking. I think that you are in pain.

Did the antidepressants help when you took them?

(And you are not being a pain!)