Thanks for the reply. I'm currently trying to seek help, because the constant fighting has be feeling like I'm trying to sabotage our relationship, in which I fear the most. Sometimes, I just feel like running away from most of my problems and start over in a sense, but I do need to try to help my man. My clinginess also has to do with the fact that I fear dying alone or not being able to find anybody new for that matter.

But anyways, I had gone to my primary doc but all they prescribe me is Paxil for my social anxiety, I hate that. But without any insurance soon, I feel I'm outta luck with finding any therapist who can take me for a small reasonable fee.