thanks korana! u know i have wasted hell lot of time bcoz of my obsession with this guy. more than a year. and lots of energy. i have tried all that was in my power,to get attention of this guy...i joined gym,got a new hair cut,started being polite with his friend (girl)whom i hate,tried to improve my grades,....and much more. but all in vain. then i started out in more devious ways. contacting him anonymously etc. that was bad,i know. but i have never been able to get his attention.

so now i've been trying hard to get my mind off this guy. but there is ALWAYS something that stirrs up my feelings for him! i dont want this to happen! especially when this guy gives **** to what i think or feel for him!! yes, i do look upon him as an ideal guy. he may not be the ONLY good guy out there,and he may not even be good for me......but since he doesnt care about me at all,i cant stop thinking that im not GOOD ENOUGH for him. very well, i want to move on. i have already wasted so much time bcoz of this guy,and i know that i can never be with him, then ahy cant i just stop THINKING about him

may be its not that complicated, may be its not really that hard. but its affecting me so much and i think thats what matters