Thine, I'm glad you poured some emotions here. Emotional buildup is tormenting. Please keep posting.
You are beautiful, Thine. Never forget this. Your parents should be ashamed. I understand they can be harsh, but this is ridiculous. You know, maybe talk with them about something else besides your feelings. I find that casual conversationing brings parents and children closer than talking of touchy topics. I know you won't get to say what you want to, but please try this.
Thine, I'm pleased to know you.