You can keep talking with us, tell us what is going on and get feedback, read what others are going through and maybe offer suggestions. It all helps.

You have been abused and are understandably suffering. You deserve good compassionate help. Find out what professional help is available in your area and get yourself in to see someone.

http://www.thehotline.org/ You can talk to folks at the national domestic violence hotline. Remember - domestic violence doesn't necessarily have to include being physically battered.

http://www.thehotline.org/is-this-ab...eing-abused-2/

You can survive and ultimately thrive. Many of us here are living testimony to this fact.