im in a relationship i am not the happiest in. But for some reason i cant leave. recently i did the worst thing ever and cheated on him. the guy i cheated on him with has a girlfriend aswell, so its not like anything is actually going to happen between us.
my partner doesnt know any of this and i really dont want to tell him. we have had previous issues but then we get over it and i go and do something stupid.
Im just lost in this world and everything has fallen apart...except for my relationship with my partner but for some reason i feel i need to tear that apart aswell.

I really dont know what to do and i would really appreciate any help i can get!!