I'm going to talk to my husband tonight and tell him I love him (because I do) but I don't have these feelings of wanting to be intimate on a sexual level. I want to want be intimate with him as I love him but I feel very sad and worried for our marriage. I feel like if I continue to feel this way then our marriage is doomed and we heading for a divorce (no I am not seeing anyone nor interested in anyone outside of my marriage).

I'm not happy right now and I hate having these feelings of.....
1. not feeling fulfilled in my marriage
2. then feeling like I'm lucky to have such a great guy
3. to then feeling all over again that I'm not feeling fulfilled in my marriage

my husband wont go to marriage counseling btw

feeling desperate to make these feeling go away. I so wish I could make them go away. feeling depressed.

Thanks for listening.