I will be alone for the holiday and all minus my pets...and thats bad enough....but I have wanted to get a tree....a real one not fake..I hate fake ones.....Mostly I want one for my cats cause we have always had one and one of my cats is terminally ill....my dog is young so he dont care but I don't know how I would get it home and the weather sucks and I just wish.....I wish my house was decorated and so much I haven't had this year.....I will have a %#@&#! Christmas than usual