Yes I am going to try very hard! I'll try your suggestion about having an open heart and trying to be real.

It is so weird that you said you felt pressure to get a lot of work done if you were there so much...this is exactly what my T and I talked about and he is worried that because I am going twice a week I will be harder on myself for not getting things done as fast as I think I should. My time with my insurance company paying for my sessions is limited, and I am totally feeling the pressure to be productive.

Thanks Tree...I am going to keep what you said in mind that not every session has to be perfect. You are right, every session counts and I am learning and growing with every one...even if I don't feel it right away.