what does it mean to dislike a person?
i am freaking out because my neighbor hates me. What does that mean?
Does that mean i am a bad person?
i am sorry i am so hateful....i do not know how to get along with this neighbor.
My neighbor hates me what does that mean about me?
What are we to do about her hating us?

Are we ....she does not know about that....so maybe we are evil. She would be ever so happy if i were to die. i wonder if she likes anyone? why does the supreme being keep presenting these impossible people in our life? Does the supreme being want me to quit...end our existence? Does not the Supreme being know how painful these individuals are to us and how much these people make old unhealed wounds bleed? Why? Does the Supreme being not like us too?

Are we that awful?

Yesterday i wanted to ignite the spark inside somehow. Today i think maybe i should not spread my anything in the world.

Supreme being does not make mistakes? So ...what are we? UNWANTED.