First, congrats on staying sober through all of this.

I know the feeling you have all too well. During active addiction, I was what some would call a *****, as bad as I hate admitting that. I'd sleep with guys just to feel wanted and also to get what I wanted. Now that I don't use, the desire to feel wanted is still there but I don't let myself have sex with just anybody anymore, so the loneliness gets so tough to handle sometimes. BUT! With the help of your higher power and using your brain, you can make it through without giving into temptation of having sex just to feel wanted. You shouldn't have sex for that reason. You should have sex with someone because you have a mutual care for eachother and want that intimacy with eachother. Love yourself, the rest will follow. Much love to you, Rayna. ((((( Rayna )))))