WolfSong; all you wrote needed to come out and it really is like pealing the skin off when you write and recall such terrible stuff from your past. It's sheer courage and bravery and it definitely shows a sign of strength and hope for a better tomorrow. Because when you feel the pain, it means your mind and body acknowledges that there's soemhting wrong and needs to be taken care of!

Life's been wrong and unfair becuase of certain people in the past. If the life's been cruel to you, it doesn't spare those wrongdoers as well. It must have made them pay for what they did to you! And try to go on with patience and faith like always! Life will reward you for your patience and persistence!

Best wishes and prayers for you, ALWAYS!