I don't know why I should keep on doing this--it doesn't make any sense anymore. I can't do anything or get anything right anymore...I find myself paralysed and shaking in terror at the thought of doing almost anything, from getting my car fixed to making my daughters' Christmas presents. I'm almost out of money, andso I can't get food, medicine, ANYTHING---I'm living in a friend's rental house, I'm costing them a bunch of money and I JUST CAN"T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!

I don't have anywhere to turn I just am at the end of my rope. What should I do???? HOW SHOULD I DO IT?!?!?!?!