DJ... breathe, man, breathe. Things seems to be really hard for you right now. I definitely know the feeling... especially when it comes to not having enough money to do what you need to do. How old is your daughter? Have you tried calling the United Way. They will help you tremendously!! They have helped me this year! I needed it... I just couldn't do it alone.

Have your friends said anything to you about you living in their rental house? Do you have any family you can call for help.. (I realize that sometimes this is just not an option). Call your local department of human services... see if they can help you get low income (or even free) housing. They can also help you get signed up on some type of food assistance.

Do you have a T you can talk to? Sounds like you have some major anxiety issues going on. Maybe talking about it would help. Are you on any meds to help you? If not, there are places that will see you according to your income.

Please PM me anytime you need to. I'm here for ya. Let me know if I can do anything to help.

Love, Jenn