Every hug, every kiss, everytime I see others happy it makes me sad. Going home seems like the only refuge from school. All these exptations from others to get a good education when I really don't like school. And everytime I say that the people I talk to say things like it's not that bad or stop talking about it because their tired of hearing it. But they really don't know how I feel. I try to explain but they really don't know what I'm going through. My best friend of 5 years made me mad and ruined the rest of my day. Her attitudes, her unexplained moodiness makes me mad it hurts how I feel. Yesterday I didn't even feel like drawing or writing to get rid of the emotion. No, instead I watched gorey movies and pretended it was her being ripped to pieces, making me feel better.
College isn't so bright like it used to be, I have no iterest in school anymore but when I was at my old school I was fine but now all the people's stupidity and uncouth has taken it's toll. I want to go home and just do things I want to do but I can't.
I HATE SCHOOL! Seriously! Understand me, listen to me. And I don't want to hear the people at my school anymore.