welcome to pc!!! glad u found us. it's a very supportive group of ppl. they've helped me a lot.
it sounds as tho you are depressed. when i'm that way everything seems futile. do u feel this way too? can you take a breather next semester from school? don't know if that would help. using my therapy helped when i felt that way also. is there a counselor at school you could go see to talk about how u feel?
we're here for you  and many of us can relate. post when you feel up to it. that helps too.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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