I dont have a reason. What ever went wrong in my life to make me feel like this? Nothing. So what if my dad gets a little angry and I dont always see eye to eye with my mom, and fought with my brother. Isnt that growing up? People dont always get along. Guess I'm looking for a purpose for my pain..or however that saying goes. I forget.
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.
-John Irving
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