I either dive under them and check them out or I ride them, like actual waves.

I once noticed a long time ago that my feelings changed at 4:30 every afternoon. I got curious and observed and did some soul searching and learned a great deal about myself. I think that time was important to me probably because back in my childhood in the 1950's when we would come home from school, my stepmother would let us get a snack until a certain time and the "the kitchen is closed!" and we had to wait until dinner to get anything more to eat. So, if we got doing something after school and "forgot" it would be too late, later and we'd have to wait a couple hours until dinner. But it was a slightly negative division of my day.

Do you have anything that happened long ago in the evening that was sad? Did you want something you didn't get then or have to do something you didn't like? Did something happen recently (in recent years) some evening (divorce, parent dying, etc.)?