I feel so broken. Even if I pick up all the pieces, I don't know if I'll ever put them back together right. I spent years working on my mental health issues and was to the point where I could function undetected. Now both my sons are having issues with depression/anxiety. My boys are my reason to get up in the morning. I am worn out and feel so helpless. I feel like I did this to them, like I'm contaminated and everything I touch I destroy. I want my children to have peace and contentment. How can I teach them something I have never known?