I remember going through EXACTLY the same feelings all through school. Am I bi? am I straight? Am I gay?....round and round and round, tying myself in knots. It worried me so much, I used to get sick over it, feeling like a freak because everyone else seemed to know who they were already. HAh! If only. In reality they were all as messed up as I was anyhow - whatever idiot said your teenage years are the best years of your life is an idiot.
Over time I learnt to let it go and just be, well, not happy with who I was, but content to let it go and know it would sort itself out in time. Just remember you're ok, whatever happens.
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