I can really relate to this, in fact..i don't have any friends, the only peoson i could possibly consider a friend is my sister and husband...but i am not sure if that counts...really. I used to have friends....but had a really really really long 4-5 year depression...i compleatly isolated myself from everyone and rarely left my house...after that...i found when i finally came out of it...i had no one in my life..met my husband online...been married for 6 years...i guess he's and my sister are my only...friends..i tell myself all the time that i don't need friends...not sure if it's true or not.