Friends,
I have been seeing my T for a year. He is great in every way and is always very supportive. I only see him once a month which works well.
Sometimes these thoughts enter my head which sometimes prevent me talking more openly with him or asking for more help when I need it.
I sometimes struggle with fact that in reality, it is his job to care for me, ask me questions and generally make me feel better. I am paying him for that service....Sometimes I just want to tell him I quit, just to see if he really cares and tries to stop me, or will he just let me walk away.
As I said, he is very supportive and never has done anything to make me think he doesn't care. Sometimes though, I over analyze his comments or actions and try to convince myself that he is saying something, just cause he is paid to do so... I wonder how therapists can genuinely care for so many clients?
Does anyone else ever feel this way?
Peace,
Sarah
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