I'm sorry you are going through this, truly. I hope you find what you are looking for and things become easier for you. I don't think that you will be "dieing" especially if you don't feel like you are ready to. I am the "core" of this operation and do not know anyone, if anyone, that is in my head, only what others tell me. I could not imaging feeling as if I were going to die because someone took over. I do however know the feeling of fading, feeling like you are being sucked into blackness (this comes with the non co consciousness I experience). My main fear however is the unknown, who will be here when I'm not, what they will do, how long until I can come back, so many fears. I could not imagine what you, or any alters within anyone, would feel. My hearts go out to all of you core and alts.

We are all here for support, we are all equally important whether we be the core or the ones protecting the core, we all hold our part and are all needed. Otherwise you wouldn't be there correct? I am so sorry you feel this way but you are needed and I'm sure you are loved and unforgotten. Just hold on when you feel like you're fading. Keep pushing forward and things will be ok.

Hugs if ok!