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Jan 28, 2011, 09:56 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: United States
Posts: 509
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I can't do this! I can't take care of me & iIwant them to help me & instead they want me to help them.
I want to help them. I try to help them. I give them everything I can.
It is insufficient. I am inadequate.
I am hurting. I am angry. I am crashing. & They still need me to be there for them.
What am I going to do?
I feel me falling into myself. Battening down the hatches, deadbolting the doors. Getting ready to hang out the sign : "Go Away"
I can't do this. I am already really isolated, so people can't demand things from me. But my family, who I love, can always ask me for stuff. Even when I am not really here. 
I really can't do this, y'all.
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