I'm sorry you are feeling so down, Don't touch me. You can find standard, non-psychiatric emergency rooms in your area, and remember you can always call a crisis line. Be honest; if you don't feel comfortable with a particular facility, tell the person on the other end of the line or your caretakers.
The most important thing is your safety.
PsychCentral's Suicide and Crisis links page
Doc John's Suicide Resources short list
Metanoia
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-TALK
Suicide Prevention, Awareness, and Support
Lynn P.’s Concise List of Crisis Advice
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My dog
mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.